I truly feel like I’m reintegrating parts of myself I’ve lost to trauma, hurt & guilt
"Having been through a fair amount of trauma in my 22 years here (and prior etc), I have been doing work to return to and learn my nature. This has been done with an element of anxiety that no matter what I do I will never escape the memories/bindings of the past. For the first time in a while, I truly feel like I’m reintegrating parts of myself I’ve lost to trauma/hurt/guilt. Some parts I had blocked from my memory but still sat within me like open wounds. I am able to see a reality in which I can refine my being to its pure nature while still being in this body, and not so weighed down by distractions/the past. I am able to look back at all that used to debilitate me and see some of its purposes, as well as be at peace with where I am now so I can go forward from here with dedicated intention. Big chunks of mental/emotional/physical obstacles are being cleared and simplified. Thank you for your gift Adamas."